The past two months or so have been a real whirlwind of events and emotions. My setback has cost me my first Tri, my CrossFit comeback, and running. Its also cost me any progress I had made and a lot of stress. I can say that even though I have been unable to really work out, I have been constantly exhausted with all the mental ups and downs. Going from scared to angry to scared really takes a toll on the body and not in a good way. But I have had enough, and now that I have a mini green light to get back to it I am going to attack it before anything else happens.
I was unable to sign up for the CrossFit Long Beach Leaning Challenge, and I was excited that Bobcat was going to do a mini challenge with me at home, but now that seems to be a bust. So now its just a me challenge I guess. Just me, a bike, a pool(?), and a better diet. I am not clear to do any impact sports yet :( So I took my day 1 pictures today and they are sad to look at and I am very hopeful that day 30 will be a lot better. I have been debating if i should post my pics and stats here, and I think I might have to sleep on it. Even semi anonymous, the girl in me refuses to want to post those damn numbers. I do plan on putting my daily food log on here once I figure out how I want to format it for this site.
Also, on a sad note...I have lost my running buddy before we had a chance to really gel. Mr. Dog has been diagnosed with bad hips and is not a good candidate for corrective surgery. until we can find another option there is no running, jumping, dog beach, and pretty much anything he normally likes to do. I don't know who is more devastated by this news, Mr. Dog or Me. Man, it has really not been a good couple months at the Chunky Munke household, June better bring some new beginnings.
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